

12/16/2003
sometimes when i think about you, my stomach flips as if i just drove over a hill a little too fast.
12/18/2003
i fall more in love with every breath.
01/11/2004
many times when we are kissing, i become so overwhelmed by this feeling, very loosely described as love, that i have to pull back. one cannot take that much emotion without bursting.
01/12/2004
as i turned to face him, i had to consciously slow down my heart beat and force the tears back because it saddens me that it is not humanly possible for me to ever express what i see when i look at him.
he held me as if he knew... as if he knew the force of emotion stirring in my soul. as he held firm, everything that the world had ever used to hurt me flew out of my body and out of my life. all the endured emotional tortures were past and to never again be present. and, he knew. the emotion, and release thereof, is so strong that i feel as if i need to cry. yet, i am so happy, i cannot find a tear.

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i love this.
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