survival voices
guide touches
instincts
cultivate culture
delicate abilities
collecting astonishing
stems and catalysts
thinking and gathering
healing and understanding
isolation
meditation
retrospection
introspection
elder and younger
root necessities
perceptions and observations
vehicles, methods and channels
flow like
chocolate syrup
on a sundae
morning
sunrises
drip
with ecstasy
they flow like
cool salty breezes
on a warm
mound of sand
they flow like
little conscious
aware and
mindful children
willful, determined
and attetive
watching
your every move
mocking
mimicking
destroying
themselves
by
what you do
considering nothing
they don't know
they have to
or even should
watching
little shadows
and,
little bugs
scurrying
to avoid the
moving shadows
all forgetting
or not noticing
getting wrapped up
in the senseless
meaningless
pointless
useless and futile
ways

disclaimer: this should have been completed. i was on to something. about to break through. then, the phone rang, a few times. i was at work. had to work. work interrupted what was happening. work interrupted what was about to happen. and, now, it's gone. lost. it's deep inside, waiting for another rainy day to resurface and cancel subsides.