i try to stay away from it - it chased me down in the chinese restaurant. cnn was on. aig... bailing out... billions... is the gov't going to bail me out of a bad and greedy business decision? no. they won't even pay for my education. our priorities are incredibly screwed up (in my opinion) and we have absolutely no leadership or organization right now. the mass, the public, and their antics are going to cost me the quality of life that i'm busting my ass for... i feel so outside of them and yet everything they do effects my life whether i like it or not. i'm over here alone, wide-eyed in speechless amazement, mouth locked tight while they are over there greenish-yellow bodies, red faces from confusion, idiocy, endless chatter and bandwagon hopping...

okay... so, my outside perception of my inside perceptions is this:

i see things differently every time i look at them. sometimes, i see things differently before i've even developed the first sight. sometimes, i see things a lot of different ways at one time.

i think about the word, "think" and how weird it sounds. i think about thinking and then, realize that i could think myself insane. then, i stop thinking.

it's a vicious cycle

smile

and, nod, if need be...